The Twisted Minds of Aimee and Angie

We do not believe in ourselves until someone reveals that deep inside us something is valuable, worth listening to, worthy of our trust, sacred to our touch. Once we believe in ourselves we can risk curiosity, wonder, spontaneous delight or any experience that reveals the human spirit. - EE Cummings

Monday, July 04, 2005

Angie's Entry - Happy 4th of July!!

I know I've already said that once, but since it's the actual day, I thought I'd repeat it.

I'm at work, I just finished entering the payroll data and I'm gonna send it off in a few minutes, but I wanted to update my blog and eat lunch first!

Jason, I do really want another tattoo, the one I got in Hawai'i kinda pacified me - for the time being, but what are you thinkin about getting between you shoulder blades?

G_C, I have seen pics of the real ones and I agree, they are very odd looking creatures. I like the cartoon version much, much better!!

Friday I went for my walk with Katie and she told me to try Aaron one more time and then give up. So After our walk, we went and spent money at Bath & Body works! That was fun! We stopped at one of the jewerly stores in the mall that was having a big 70% off sale and found a gorgeous wrap for her engagement ring. She wanted to talk to Jason about it before she went ahead and bought it. Plus she's not one of those people who jumps on the first thing she sees. Hence the reason that she really likes the first photographer she met with for the wedding next year, but is has stil met with four others. But at least she knows she's getting exactly who she wants.

I got home around 8, let the dog out and called my mom to see if she'd help me make rice krispie bars for over at my cousin's. She said of course she would. See I could make them myself, cause in reality they're not that hard, but my mom's always taste the best. So why run the risk of messin them up, when I can have my mom supervise and have them turn out fabolously?

So I did text Aaron on Friday while Katie and I were sittin at her house. I didn't hear back from him and at that point I was like - fuck him. Now it'd been three days since I'd heard from him and now it's just rude.

Saturday I got up early. I had a spare set of keys made for my mom, stopped at the grocery store to get the stuff for rice krispie bars, went tanning and had my nails done. All that before noon. I got to my mom's around one and I spent about two hours there talking while we hung out on the deck.

I hit the liquor store one the way to my cousin's (12 pack of Mike's Hard Cranberry Lemonade - yum. And p.s. the Hard Berry tastes like raspberry jello - yum!).

By the time 6 rolled around, I'd already had a few so I texted Aaron, even tho I told myself not to, I did anyways. He texted me back finally so I called him at home. Rick wanted to talk to him, but I said no. Rick was fuckin drunk and trying to have a conversation with Rick when he's drunk is aggravating in the least. It takes him a year to get a sentence out. Aaron said he was susposed to go into work and he'd call me back in a while.

Our party wound down around 11, which was fine with me. I stopped drinkin an hour before that, so I knew I would be completely fine to drive. With Mike's, I know I can stop and start drinking them and not feel like hammered shit.

So I met Aaron over at his place and we went up to the bar for a drink then over to his sister's where we sat for around the fire until 4 in the morning. Good thing Beth only lives like 5 minutes from Aaron.

We get back to his place and crash and he's like, "we need to keep in touch better." So of course I remined him that I did text him everyfreakinday and he was the one that didn't get back to me.

Unfortunately, there was no sex, but it was also 4 in the morning. Then, just as I started to fall asleep, it starts storming! Damnit!!! I could have been really aggressive and started something, but I want him to, ya know? Maybe that's just the girl in me. Stupid I know.

Lucky (one of his cats) curled up in my hair for a while, but she's so damn cute, that I let her do it.

My fuckin cell phone rang at like 20 to ten, it was Rick. Calling to check up on me. So an hour later I got up and went into the living room to talk to him and have a smoke. He's like - "did you get home without gettin a DUI?"
"Rick -I told you when I left that I was sober, I wouldn't have left if I wasn't."
'Well, ok. So you made it home?"
"Well kinda,"
"Oh, gotcha, so he had to work last night, that's why he didn't come over?'
"Yeah."
"Well, I'd still like to meet him before we go to the Crue show."
"I know, you told me that a hundred times last night, and I promise you'll get to meet him before then." I finally got off the phone with him and crawled back on the bed next to Aaron. We laid there for another half hour or so, then he got up.

I left around 11. Took a shower, made a big salad and tried to find something on TV. And of course I fell asleep. But apparently I needed the sleep. I texted him around 4 and he called me back. He sounded like he wanted to me come back down, but he never really came out and asked me if I would. Besides, my ass was in my chair and I had no motivation to leave it. So I didn't. He texted me back around 7, like he said he would. He was up at Smiley's but wasn't sure what he was gonna do the rest of the night. We texted back and forth until around 9.

So, I'm glad I texted him on Saturday but, I shouldn't have had to ya know?

His sister, on Saturday was like, so what's goin on with you guys? I'm like, I dunno.
"Are you hangin out or seeing each other?
"Both? I dunno, we haven't talked about it"
"Well, it's about fuckin time! God! It's been how long that you liked him and he liked you?"
"Yeah, but it was never the right time and there was always someone else ya know?"
"Ya I know whatcha mean, but at least he finally found someone normal."
Then Dan, Beth's boyfriend and father of her twins, leans over and goes, "Who's normal?"
"I am."
""Good, he needs someone normal."
"Yeah, but he says it freaks him out, scares him that I'm normal."
"Why? It's better than the fuckin looney bitches he's been with."

So. I know sister is or would push for us, but she has been practically since the day I met her. she's a fuckin sweetheart and we clicked like the second we met. Beth is also one of those girls you wouldn't want to piss off. I've seen her take full swings at Aaron. Beth is a good person to have on your side!

And that was my weekend. Now I'm at work, listening to Launchcast and gonna finish this up so I can go out and have a quick smoke. I'm trying to decide whether or not to stay until 2:30 or boogie out a little earlier. I'll get paid my full 8 hours for the holiday, but my regular pay would only be for the hours I actually work. We'll see!

Anyways, that's all I have to babble about for now!

Ang

2 Comments:

At Tue Jul 05, 05:38:00 AM, Blogger grave_creek said...

okay....now im a bit confused there...so he spends i dont know how many days ignoring you,albeit sending an sms or so,and then hes all i wanna lay next to you and see you ....whats up???? and why doesnt he respond to the sms??? is it that hard to press some buttons? ...okay rant here!!! dont like to see men acting foolishly with my friends sorry!!lol!! mouah!! love you babe!!

 
At Tue Jul 05, 09:28:00 AM, Blogger Angie said...

You guys so rock! Thank you so much! X O X O X O

It really helps to get advise from guys about guys.

I'm not sure what I'm going to do. I tend to overthink and over analyze, but don't worry, I'll make sure and talk it out with you guys first!! LOL

Thanks again! Love ya'll!

Jason, I once thought of having the same symbol tatted on me. Hmmmm . . . .

 

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