Angie's Entry - Bits of Randomness

~ It's official. I put my resignation in at work last week. My last day is January 27th. I agreed to stay through year end for three weeks of additional pay plus my two weeks of 2006 vacation.

~ I had to type up my own job posting yesterday because hour Human Resource guy is capable of absolutely nothing.

~ I'm almost done with my christmas shopping. I have about four more things to buy and I'll be done.

~ I had my nails done last night and the lady that did them did a horrible job, so I went home and fixed them myself. I have to find a new nail place. I'll look next week when I go for a color change. I want red with snowflakes.

~ I'm going to talk to my niece hopefully this week. She says she's not coming to christmas eve. That's what she thinks.

~I sent my sister an email yesterday about all this crap and hopefully I didn't piss her off too much, that wasn't my intention. But I think it's time for a little bluntness.

~ It's been a tradition to decorate cookies with my mom for a long time so this weekend we're gettin together to decorate gingerbread houses. My mom's so great.

~ Brother will be home soon. Then he's off to Florida for a training trip with his team. I wish I could go with him! His old coach offered me a shaparone to Barbados, too bad he was only kidding.

~ I haven't been sleeping well lately. I can sleep in my chair but I can't sleep in my bed. Odd? Yes. I've been waking up anywhere between 3:30 and 4:00 and tossing and turning until I have to get up.

~ I still haven't listened to Encore By Eminem. And with a few bits and pieces of audio I've heard I'm fairly certain there's only four good songs on that Cd. *sigh* He makes me sad even though he's happy. Or is saying he is.

~ I'm tired of 50 cent.

~ Most of the hip-hop that's out right now, I don't like. What happend?

~ I love the new Rob Thomas Cd. It's been hard not to go out and buy the ones that are on my christmas list. Anna Nalick, Nickelback, just to name a few.

~ My new obsession is Gary Dourdan from one of my favorite shows, CSI. Not only is he gorgeous, but he's gorgeous.

~ Then realizing that all the good guys are taken, I'm going to quit hoping that I'll find someone.

~ My depression came on full strength last week. So much so to the point that my mom called me and made me leave work for the day. She's worried that I may combust. I am too, but I don't want to go back on medication, I can manage it. I have been this long.

~ I wish I was successful and happy with my life.

~ I don't want my friends to think that my advice is preaching. But then again if they ask, they must trust what I'm saying. I'll be the first to admit that I'm not perfect. I've fucked up plenty in my life. So by no means do I have all the answers, nor do I guarentee them to be the right ones.

~ I read an interesting article on my generation, Generation X, about how most of us are broke at 30. It was reassuring to know I'm not the only 30 year old that is constantly struggling.

~ I worry about my mom and my brother all the time.

~ We're making christmas cookies next Thursday.

Well, my mind is blank now. Have a good day, talk to you all later.

Ang