Aimee -- Meme.

I saw this on Drew's blog, and I thought it was pretty cool, besides I haven't done one of these in a while.

I AM: Whatever you want me to be or is it whatever I want to be? I don't know, the lines get a bit blurry at times.

I SAID: I was absolutely not going to make the same mistakes my mother has, but instead, I went and proved that the apple certainly doesn't fall too far from the tree. Ah well, c'est la vie, besides I love my mom, mistakes and all, so I have no problems following in her footsteps.

I WANT: To be happy with myself because if I'm not happy with myself how can I expect anyone else to be? Self-love (no, not that kind) is important.

I WISH: I were a bit more self-sufficient. I've depended on someone else (my mom, my dad, Drew, etc.) to help me when things get rough for so long that it's been a bit of struggle to get into the habit of working things out myself, but I'm getting there--slowly.

I HATE: Prejudiced, stubborn, single-minded people--they're dangerous.

I MISS: My figure. I lost it after I had Cameron and sadly, I've just never been able to find it again.

I FEAR: So many things, but on a less serious note, spiders--I'm deathly afraid of them. I jumped into the Loxahatchee River because one fell on my leg during a canoe trip, apparently Gators are bit less intimidating to me.

I HEAR: Voices [...insert scary, freaky, cheesy horror movie music here..]. Nah, I'm just kidding, I don't.

I WONDER: If I'm going to have the willpower to make it through the first two phases of this bloody diet (I'm still in Phase 1 since I just started seriously following it last Monday)? You know, my wicked, evil father was trying to convince me that I needed to have a piece of this chocolate fudge pie that he bought last night because as he puts it, "It's the best damn chocolate pie I've ever tasted." Sigh. I'm happy to say, I resisted the temptation.

I REGRET: A hell of a lot of things, but I suppose that's just a part of life.

I AM NOT: Where I want to be quite yet, but I'm getting there.

I DANCE: All the time! I love to dance! I'm not very good at it, but I don't let that bother me.

I SING: Every chance I get and I won't apologize for it even if it caused you pain.

I CRY: Often. And I won't apologize for that either.

I AM NOT ALWAYS: Wise, not by a long shot, but some of my loveliest memories happened during foolishly unwise moments .

I MADE: A rather awesome cake for Cathy's birthday a couple weeks ago--it was oh so yummy.

I WRITE: Every chance I get, but my muse has been unusually quiet lately.

I CONFUSE: Myself quiet comically and quite often.

I NEED: To win the lotto, no really, I do.

I SHOULD: Probably be working right now, but I just don't wanna. You feel me?

I START: All sorts of projects that I never finish--I need to stop doing that.

I FINISH: Work at 5:00 p.m., bet you were dying to know that.

I TAG: Whoever feels inclined to do it.