Aimee

I’m in a mood, but then again, I’m always in a mood. This particular mood however, stems from a something that I was having trouble dealing with last week. A problem that the lovely Angie talked me through, and while the consensus was that I’d just have to deal with it, I felt inherently better about the ridiculous (or not) way I was feeling because she understood. You want to know what I was having trouble dealing with, huh? Well, not on your life. A woman’s gotta have some secrets, you know. Anyhow, this problem I’m choosing not to share has put me in a mood, but because I have no choice other than to deal, I’m gonna fucking deal, dammit. And that’s that. I think.

Well, I was off today, but I swear it didn’t feel like it. I had entirely too much to do and not enough hours to do it in. And to make matters worse (and put me way behind schedule), I took a foolishly frivolous break that I could’ve (and should’ve) used to do the numerous things I needed to do and watched Cinderella. I know it’s childish, but I adore that movie. But even with my irresponsible break, I did manage to make some headway in Cameron’s room, and let me tell you, it was a complete disaster. He just had way too much stuff, and I needed to get rid of some of it or he’d eventually get lost underneath the mountains of paraphernalia scattered everywhere. Sadly, I still didn’t get his PS2 hooked up, but that’s probably a good thing as I’m slightly electronically challenged. When I do get to it, it’s a safe bet that I’ll fuck it up somehow.

And I neglected to mention that while I didn’t get to meet Jeff while he was in town for the holidays, he did e-mail me his phone number and after missing each other the first time around, we did finally manage to have a lovely conversation that wasn’t near as awkward as I though it would be. Thanks for listening to me ramble on, my friend, it’s a rare thing that I have someone to talk to, and it meant a lot to me to be able to have a chat with someone who cares. And though I’ve already said it, I am truly happy for you and Nina. I’m hoping you find the happiness that you seek and rightfully deserve, Jeff. I sincerely do.

And that’s all really. Nothing exciting going on around here. Same ole, same ole.


Night.