The Twisted Minds of Aimee and Angie

We do not believe in ourselves until someone reveals that deep inside us something is valuable, worth listening to, worthy of our trust, sacred to our touch. Once we believe in ourselves we can risk curiosity, wonder, spontaneous delight or any experience that reveals the human spirit. - EE Cummings

Monday, May 29, 2006

Aimee -- Self-pity is the mood of the day.

And I’d really love to go back to Sunday’s post with the pretty picture and the happy mood, but I can’t seem to make it back to the particular place I was in then. Not to say that I’m not still happy, I am, but as is typical, when I let my guard down a bit something comes up to kick me in the ass, showing me that I can’t be quite as complacent with myself or my health as I’d like to be. So I’ve been wallowing (which I was sternly reminded accomplishes absolutely nothing and is just a waste of energy).

Anyhow, since I already have an appointment scheduled with my immunologist this Wednesday for routine maintenance (LOL), hopefully we’ll be able to fix this problem quickly and it won’t be near as bad as it has the potential to be. Some positive thoughts probably wouldn’t hurt.

My baby still isn’t home and he won’t be until tomorrow after I’m already at work. Apparently Christie had too much to drink and wasn’t capable of driving back from Okeechobee so he has to stay another night. If it wasn’t so far and didn’t cost me an arm and a leg in gas I’d go get him myself because I could really use one of his comforting hugs and sweet kisses.

And that’s all for today. It’s back to laundry duty for me.

But before I go, this is where I want to be right now with the man who makes my heart flutter...

I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way
I watch the sunlight dance across your face and I've
Never been this swept away

All my thoughts seem to settle on the breeze
When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms
The whole world just fades away
The only thing I hear
Is the beating of your heart

‘Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
Suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove
Baby all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe

In a way I know my heart is waking up
As all the walls come tumbling down
I’m closer than I've ever felt before
And I know
And you know
There's no need for words right now

‘Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
Suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove
Baby all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe

Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe

I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way

Breathe by Faith Hill

4 Comments:

At Mon May 29, 07:38:00 PM, Blogger Drew said...

*nice thoughts*

*nice thoughts*

Really wish I could get a job sending positive vibes... as I rather like wishing people well and hoping for the best.
However I couldn't work at a hospital, because it would just eat me inside when they didn't get better.

 
At Mon May 29, 10:23:00 PM, Blogger Angie said...

Thank you for the *nice thoughts*, Drew! They are most appreciated!

And I couldn't work in a hospital either, it'd break my heart!

Aimee

 
At Tue May 30, 07:22:00 PM, Blogger Unknown said...

I wish I could help make your day better

 
At Tue May 30, 10:16:00 PM, Blogger Angie said...

Me too, love. Thank you.

 

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