Aimee's Entry - Blah.

I'm in a bad place right now and last night, I just about had enough of everything. And I stupidly allowed it to get me to a point that I crept up to my room and cried myself to sleep like an asshole instead of growing a backbone and facing the problem(s) head on. Maybe one day I'll get it right. But Angie, I am taking your advice and searching inside myself for the answers, I just don't know what to do with what I find? But I do know that if I fall down, you'll help me back up and that helps. Thank you.

Tom, that post I promised you will have to wait for another day but I will post it soon (I promise).

And I can't forget someone who made me smile yesterday... Jeff (in your "secure undisclosed location"), thank you for the e-card. It was incredibly sweet and extremely unnecessary. You haven't been flaky, my friend -- I, on the other hand, have been. I don't e-mail and when you and "your baby" (that's cute, btw) were having trouble, I wasn't there for you when I knew you could've used a friend. And for that, I apologize. You humble me, you know? Because even though I've been a self absorbed bitch and you're in the middle of dealing with your own problems, you still took the time yesterday to talk me down off the ledge. Thank you for that. Oh and you and "your baby" are so lovely, seriously. The pictures were wonderful, thank you for sharing them with me. You've got yourself a beautiful woman. Take care of her (and she you), okay?

I hope you all have a good one...

(Scroll down and read Angie's post, it's fun)